
Natasha Haidar
Poet
Gratias Habere (RB)
I seek much from you, England
Another of foreign blood, graceful upon your shores
As I can't ask to belong, I ask for one hand only
One of which gives wholeness and belonging
To those long left wondering upon foreign shores
The exact opposite, a social butterfly
He flutters effortlessly, made for this world, basking and enlightened
Whilst others merge into the night, now invisible, now lightless
All shadow dwellers, all deprived of him
But you warm my life with hospitable tales
That can only be appreciated, not ever trivial, never ever smirked upon
But of pivotal importance left to resonate in the soul
If I can never communicate my gratefulness in speech, forgive me
Eternal, my gaze gives away soul worship
For eternity, a celestial fire piercing and engulfing my being
If still unsensed, undelivered
I can only celebrate you in this verse
With tears beating down upon this head
Natasha Haidar © 2004