
Natasha Haidar
Poet
The Last Day
On the last day
I saw you ascend a well-trodden path
Many privileged suns in tow, illuminating each step
For the last time
As I recount this dear scene
A shadow of uncertainty overwhelms reason
Of all the days that we could have met
The crossroad at Thebes, the many places
Did you really stand before me then?
I imagined that you had things to say
And hearts did leap as you stopped to speak
An inevitable, impossible moment
Still souls swarmed by, passing oblivious
Around the concrete island that we had imposed
Musing upon enlightened answers
She passed by oblivious and preoccupied like all the rest
Pupils did contract to reveal a sense of your awakening
I am unable to forget the split-second memory
Of brown-rimmed irises coming alive
I read the thoughts that danced upon your retinas
The overtures that you would very soon make
Or perhaps, joy to her, had already made
Confirmation that another walks in the path of privileged suns
Joy to me, you could not call her name
And joy to me, she did not spell the end
Of our sweet discourse.
Natasha Haidar © 2004